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it's tuesday. i got to come home from work at the regular time. no more overtime. so, exmo's last day was yesterday, and he gave me a hug and said he'd e-mail me his phone #. i dunno if he will. i miss him. so, it's me wrapping stuff up, and then i'll train the new ones. i work really hard at this job. they get their damn money's worth from me!!!
i got my med samples and prescriptions from the doctor's office. i dropped off the prescriptions and will pick up the meds tomorrow after work. no more skipping doses. i'm on my diet now. that night i wrote i was starting a diet, i meant it. i don't want to be thin. i want to be thinner. i expect to lose what i need to lose in 10-12 months, simply by eating less. how simple! well, it's not easy to eat the low amount of calories i'm gonna have to eat to lose weight. it makes me feel like i'm starving. :( but i gotta do it.
when i get my big ol' retirement money back, i am gonna pay off my medical bill and then go to the salon. i want them to trim my hair and cut the front into bangs which they will then straighten, and then they will color my hair. i haven't done shit to my hair in almost a year, cuz i haven't been able to afford it. my hair is a mess. i really wanna go to sweden. i am so tempted to just fucking go if i have enough left over from the retirement money. all i really have to pay for is a plane ticket; the rest of it is taken care of by "min svenska familj". i really wanna see them; i haven't seen them in almost two years!!! if i have enough to get a cheap ticket over there, i may just fucking go! i was talking to my english friend about meeting in iceland this summer, too, but i definitely CANNOT afford to friggin be in iceland, unless it's just for one or two nights in a hostel and very simple food bought at a grocery store. i'm a pro at backpacking on a very tight budget; i may be able to pull off a night or two in iceland on the way to or back from sweden. i wish i could also go see my cousins and my friend in norway, but i sure as fuck can't do that! :(
i got my med samples and prescriptions from the doctor's office. i dropped off the prescriptions and will pick up the meds tomorrow after work. no more skipping doses. i'm on my diet now. that night i wrote i was starting a diet, i meant it. i don't want to be thin. i want to be thinner. i expect to lose what i need to lose in 10-12 months, simply by eating less. how simple! well, it's not easy to eat the low amount of calories i'm gonna have to eat to lose weight. it makes me feel like i'm starving. :( but i gotta do it.
when i get my big ol' retirement money back, i am gonna pay off my medical bill and then go to the salon. i want them to trim my hair and cut the front into bangs which they will then straighten, and then they will color my hair. i haven't done shit to my hair in almost a year, cuz i haven't been able to afford it. my hair is a mess. i really wanna go to sweden. i am so tempted to just fucking go if i have enough left over from the retirement money. all i really have to pay for is a plane ticket; the rest of it is taken care of by "min svenska familj". i really wanna see them; i haven't seen them in almost two years!!! if i have enough to get a cheap ticket over there, i may just fucking go! i was talking to my english friend about meeting in iceland this summer, too, but i definitely CANNOT afford to friggin be in iceland, unless it's just for one or two nights in a hostel and very simple food bought at a grocery store. i'm a pro at backpacking on a very tight budget; i may be able to pull off a night or two in iceland on the way to or back from sweden. i wish i could also go see my cousins and my friend in norway, but i sure as fuck can't do that! :(
posted by Blåbär Björn at 18:27
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